Bernd
2025-05-07 02:12:50 ⋅ 3d
No. 340578
What is your canon life event
me: Having a near death experience at ICU because of sepsis, which kind of led me to lose sense of reality because of the trauma the illness left on me.
When I got out of the hospital and more or less recovered I became very aloof and weird to others, and the world has become strange and unreal to me.
I can only wonder what my life could've been like without it
I was always meant to discover Polandball, I was always meant to find Krautchan and I was always meant to help those with the power of infinity.
It truly changed everything about me, it had fully warped and consumed me, altering every aspect am I waking life. One can not even begin to describe or imagine what My life would be like without Polandball, I could. I would not be here typing to you on KC to you, I could not imagine anything nor could I think for that matter, my mind reduced to nothing for I would no longer exist. Thats the thing, I would not be me without Polandball, for the better or for the much much worse.
**Funny enough, something along the same sentiment was going going to be the first thing I would ever post on KC but as the “too deep” message kept showing up then it got changed my actual first post, now that shit was a canon event.**
Bernd
2025-05-07 03:22:01 ⋅ 3d
No. 340583
>>340580
we thank you for your dedication
Bernd
2025-05-07 03:59:28 ⋅ 3d
No. 340585
>>340583
Don’t thank my good friend, as long as CP gets posted on KC then I will always be at war and I will fight for the things that gave me everything.
Polandball gave me infinity, I just want to return a small portion.
Bernd
2025-05-09 07:31:41 ⋅ 1d
No. 340708
Bernd
2025-05-09 07:33:31 ⋅ 1d
No. 340709
(((88)))
Bernd
2025-05-09 07:33:55 ⋅ 1d
No. 340710
Bernd
2025-05-09 07:34:19 ⋅ 1d
No. 340711
Bernd
2025-05-09 07:35:54 ⋅ 1d
No. 340712
Trolling knuckleheads on the internet and irl as a hobby
Bernd
2025-05-09 07:38:25 ⋅ 1d
No. 340713
Enjoying Life PTSD Simulator, Etc
Women ☕️
Bernd
2025-05-09 07:42:24 ⋅ 1d
No. 340715
Reminding schizo to take their meds.
Bernd
2025-05-09 08:10:09 ⋅ 1d
No. 340716
Bernd
2025-05-09 08:48:26 ⋅ 1d
No. 340719
Isaiah 45:7 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things.
Bernd
2025-05-09 09:35:06 ⋅ 1d
No. 340720
Going through manic psychosis for >1 year
I have either bipolar 1 or schizo-affective disorder, bipolar type
I had delusions, though I had similar to destiny to Van Gogh, thought I could predict the future, thought I was receiving messages from god, though I was possessed by the devil, tried to repeat events to produce the same outcomes. I heard voices, heard screaming coming from trees, heard whispering , heard music playing, flashing lights, animal noises, and noticed irrelevant synchronicities that meant I thought I was influencing world events through my actions.
Bernd
2025-05-09 09:36:33 ⋅ 1d
No. 340721
>>340715
based
I took antipsychotics for a few months and then transitioned to mood stabilizers because antipsychotics are very unpleasant and make you feel like you are crawling out of your skin
Bernd
2025-05-09 09:38:20 ⋅ 1d
No. 340722
>>340721
Not psychotic or delusional or manic right now, just depressed and have sort of been for a few months
Bernd
2025-05-09 09:46:58 ⋅ 1d
No. 340725
I hate my life and wish I could cease existing
Bernd
2025-05-09 09:51:51 ⋅ 1d
No. 340726
i made an absolute embarrassment of myself and lost all my dignity.
I had to quit school/work
I see no purpose to live - the future is continuous wandering at the edges of society that becomes further reclusive as time goes on until I am completely alone.
Bernd
2025-05-09 09:52:28 ⋅ 1d
No. 340727
There's no where else I can really post this. God help me
Bernd
2025-05-09 10:29:43 ⋅ 1d
No. 340733
>>340578
OOF
same settis ha[ppened to my mum
(apparently)
Bernd
2025-05-09 10:31:05 ⋅ 1d
No. 340734
>>340578
Dropped out of 4 unis alright?
Bernd
2025-05-09 21:01:43 ⋅ 1d
No. 340777
>>340734
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>>340726
hey man i completely understand, me (OP) ended up going through some similar stuff. whenever I'm stressed it's as if I go through something similar to delirium and lose touch with reality, makes it hard to live. Still, I find sharing experience is very helpful to fight against this. You're not alone. There's a good chance you're not even broken, you're just responding to your circumstances in a completely justified manner and just lack some support.
Bernd
2025-05-09 21:12:01 ⋅ 1d
No. 340778
>>340733
does it show (like she has eccentricities) or is she p much normal
Bernd
2025-05-09 21:36:46 ⋅ 1d
No. 340783
Joined the military at 18 in 1999 and got out of the military in 2020 with a honorable discharge, now I'm a Private Military Contractor. Had a good time mostly.
Bernd
2025-05-09 22:00:41 ⋅ 1d
No. 340808
Got on the internet about 2 decades ago, it's a dumpsterfire of a shithole nowadays, Dead internet theory is onto something.
Bernd
2025-05-09 22:11:09 ⋅ 1d
No. 340820
Went insane several years ago, haven't been the same since. :^)